Today I recognize that I had moved slightly away from flow- from following the nudges, from being totally present. I recognize how easy it is to slip into the old way; the auto pilot existence and how much more I love and enjoy being present and acknowledging the little joys- the parking spot, the unexpected money, the joy I feel at having such an intimate discussion with God. I sort of feel like it’s the inner circle. My inner adytum. Today I acknowledged and appreciated my body for the very first time. I love my body, I’m grateful that it carried two kids safely and wonderfully. I am for the first time, content!